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Nice guys DO finish last, if nice is their defining quality.

Because if the only good thing I have to say about you is that you're "nice," you're not worth my time as a romantic partner. The so called bad boys may be jerks, but that only coexists as a result of their other good traits, it's not an independently good trait. What are good traits are being confident, fun to be around, and not weighed down with a billion blockades preventing you from enjoying your life. I don't go into a relationship wanting to babysit somebody, and I don't want to be with somebody who thinks they have to babysit me. If you've got deep personal issues you're too ashamed to share... Get a therapist. They're legally obligated to remain confidential.

But.. Perfection dosen't exist. Just like a rose is beautiful it is also dangerous. Just like the sky is blue, it also turns gray, and just as there is light, there exists darkness. In the end everything and everyone has something that makes perfection impossible, but just because perfection dosen't exist dosent mean that special someone isnt there. Trying to get your attention, trying to steal your heart, trying to show you they want you to be that precious treasure they'll cherish and take care of for all eternity. Its just up to you to take a closer look to realize how that person feels.

fml .. going all quotey and shit .

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Uhhh , It's been sometimes since i every came to this blog and talk shit. The same old starry night , with bright shining stars and a beautiful moon just missing someone else. Sometimes the memories just stays no matter how hard you try to forget about it you just can't. What can i do about it? Absolutely nothing..
It's been a few months , i have lots of friends, loving family, and a few close friends. But why does it feel that i'm still lacking of something. I feel empty.
Life is such a strange thing, fascinating. I think the reason why we're here isn't about finding ourselves, instead Life is about creating yourself.

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People have been asking how you're and where you've been , but all i tell them is that you walked away like nothing happened. I mean, yeah it really fucking sucked for me the first week, and the next week and the one after that. But it's whatever now. I'm used to the fact that you're gone. I'm just indifferent now. i don't have too many overwhelming feelings anymore, just bits and pieces of old memories that make me wince every now and then because it cuts like glass. I try to remind myself that new ones replace the old ones. (Memories i mean). It's almost depressing to think that at one point, we thought that we were inseparable and that nothing could tear us apart. YOU even said it yourself. Isn't it funny how the person who claimed us to be inseparable was the same person who tore us apart? Yes, you. The one who made me feel loved more than anything. But also the one who left me with nothing. Not even closure. But if i hear your voice or see your name light up on my phone screen, I might spontaneously combust. I'm doing fine, really. I think i'm getting better without you. I don't need a good morning text to get through the day anymore, or the sweet lies you used to tell me. (Back then i thought it was the truth. I know better now). Sometimes i think maybe we're not for each other because i was taught that love never gives up. You gave up on me. All the things, thoughts, and emotions I invested on you. You gave up on me .. I wanted to be everything you needed but I just wasn't enough. You replaced me but i'm erasing you and i'm happy. I was taught that love never gives up, But now i'm giving up on you like you gave up on me. I guess it just means i don't love you anymore ..

Just so you know even after all this happened , If i had a second chance to experience this again ,  you would be worth of all that pain . Your beautiful smile, your long silky hair.Its funny because you said that you never gonna leave me, but in the end what did you do.Sometimes i wish i was still a small boy, because a bruised knees heal much faster than having a broken heart.I hate the moment when suddenly my anger turns into tears. Letting go is hard , but sometimes holding on is harder. The worst feeling isn't being lonely , but it's being forgotten by someone you'll never forget.

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Giving someone all your love is never an assurance , that they'll love you back.Some people are just not meant to be in your life.
No matter how much you want them to be. You hug her good-bye like it's nothing , while all you want to do is hold on forever. I used to smile
when i told people that you were mine.. But now, i can't even smile and say your name at the same time. As much as i love you , i have to say goodbye
Because i know you would be happier if i let you go , I'm sorry if i made you cry , I'm sorry if tears fell from your eyes.
But remember, for every tears that fell from your eyes , Two fell from mine. Missing you isn't the hardest part , knowing i once had you is what breaks my heart
I'll never forget the times we once shared. And i'll always remembered how much you once cared. But now it's over it's time to move on. It's never easy to see you turning back
But, i have to take the pain & cry all the way home because i know it'll never be the same. I know when you leave, Distance will keep us apart. But no matter how far the distance
i can't change these feelings in my heart. Just turn your head when you see me, i'll understand. One day, i'll be able to look you in the eye. Without the pain
that i've gone through. I hope in time , you'll be much happier as you call my name once again. Happiness is too far for us now... But even if it's near
I know it'll be hard for us to get there. It's never gonna work out. I love you goodbye.

You can close your eyes to things that you don't want to see , but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel ..

The happiest people do not necessarily have the best of everything , they just make the best out of everything that comes in their way.